[He's quiet for a moment at that, though he does seem to relax at it; he hasn't really been sure how he feels about any of this, but it's...a relief, in some sick way, to hear Jaeger be so outraged at it, to have confirmation that he was right in what he did.
Even if he's still subscribing to the notion that it isn't really him at all who did it.]
It explains a lot of things, I think - both about that situation and perhaps why this person's behavior has been what it has. It's just something that I've been having trouble stepping back from, on a personal level. Not identifying with it in some way has been more difficult than usual.
I'm sure if anyone can handle it, it's you. Do you think talking about it will help? I'm curious to know what you make of all of this and the impact it had on his behavior.
[That...actually gets a long period of hesitation out of him; for a moment, it's difficult to tell if he's going to answer at all or if he's just going to deliberate it for the foreseeable future. But eventually he'll say something.]
...If you're interested in discussing it, I suppose I don't see why not. Though I can't say that I'll have acceptable answers.
[Jaeger tips his head a bit at that. That reaction's... interesting.]
If you don't want to discuss it, we don't have to. I'll admit that I'm curious and would like to discuss it further, but if you don't want to we can stop.
[That would certainly explain Wesker's lack of fear responses too. It's just a coincidence that they both went through terrible things in childhood though, right? Maybe that's why this is striking Wesker strangely.]
I'll admit that the lack of fear responses is the thing I understand least, but I had a fairly normal childhood.
...After a while, you learn that fear is useless. It isn't going to help you, after all - if anything, it's just going to make your situation worse. So there's no sense in continuing to encourage its presence.
I'm not the sort of person who admits to being afraid easily, but not having that response at all would be a little worrying, I think. For me, at least.
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Though I suppose you're used to it, ja? I suppose I'll just have to be a bit more careful when I watch your back from now on~!
[It's obviously supposed to be light and teasing and while it does manage that, Jaeger's expression doesn't quite make it all the way there.]
That was a highly unusual situation, and I doubt I can be that faulted for deciding to take the opportunity as-presented. It was entirely possible that I wouldn't get another chance.
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No, no, I agree with you entirely, he absolutely deserved to die! Who does something like that, especially to children!?
[i mean it'd still be fucked up if it was done to adults but jaeger cares a lot about kids, okay.]
Human experimentation and brainwashing... all for what? So he could rule as "god"? How ridiculous!
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Even if he's still subscribing to the notion that it isn't really him at all who did it.]
...It's good to hear that.
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[Except people who are completely against killing for any reason, but Jaeger's found the line and this guy went sailing straight over it.]
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...I know that. It's just something that's good to hear confirmed, that's all.
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[Well, it's good that we now know that the old man needed to die.]
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[It's bad, still, but...]
It explains a lot of things, I think - both about that situation and perhaps why this person's behavior has been what it has. It's just something that I've been having trouble stepping back from, on a personal level. Not identifying with it in some way has been more difficult than usual.
But it's something that can be handled, in time.
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...If you're interested in discussing it, I suppose I don't see why not. Though I can't say that I'll have acceptable answers.
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If you don't want to discuss it, we don't have to. I'll admit that I'm curious and would like to discuss it further, but if you don't want to we can stop.
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No. I'll be fine.
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Spending the early part of one's life in a situation like that tends to cause children to come out...strangely.
[He's told you he spent time in an orphanage before, and indicated that he's seen some shit himself, so...]
It would explain the lack of fear responses, at any rate.
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[That would certainly explain Wesker's lack of fear responses too. It's just a coincidence that they both went through terrible things in childhood though, right? Maybe that's why this is striking Wesker strangely.]
I'll admit that the lack of fear responses is the thing I understand least, but I had a fairly normal childhood.
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...After a while, you learn that fear is useless. It isn't going to help you, after all - if anything, it's just going to make your situation worse. So there's no sense in continuing to encourage its presence.
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He can't bring himself to ask, but the question weighs heavily on his mind.]
But that's... It sounds difficult to simply shut off something like that.
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I don't remember deciding to do it. Simply that after a while, it stopped happening.
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Though I suppose you're used to it, ja? I suppose I'll just have to be a bit more careful when I watch your back from now on~!
[It's obviously supposed to be light and teasing and while it does manage that, Jaeger's expression doesn't quite make it all the way there.]
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I can take care of myself, you know.
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Well you did go walking straight into danger a little while back, so I like to think I can serve as your fear response when you really need it!
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[LIKE THIS EXPLAINS EVERYTHING.]
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This is what I'm talking about. You need someone to watch your back and it might as well be me!
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[That. That may have been slightly petulant, despite himself. Why are you being like this.]
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[Because he's your friend, asshole. And friends look out for each other!!]
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