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Yeager ([personal profile] scythegun) wrote2017-04-25 10:22 pm

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GUNTHER SCHWARZ
Jaeger. Leviathan's Claw owner. Not particularly pleased to be here.


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manufactured: (001. your world is an ashtray)

[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[...]

This happened before most of the other things I've recalled, I believe. But at one point I met a woman from eastern Europe. She had blue eyes, and the most striking red hair I'd ever seen... She had come to the States alone, and while I don't remember details regarding how we met, I do know that we were together for quite some time.

She...loved me, and she made certain that I knew that, and I did care for her - as much as I was capable, given the circumstances.

[You know. Having been raised in a murder dungeon and brainwashed to hell and back. That sort of does a number on your capacity to care for people, but there was a good faith effort put forth, apparently.]

It didn't end on terribly good terms, admittedly; there was a fight at one point, and... Well, I suppose she returned to Europe eventually, and we lost touch. I don't know what happened to her beyond that, but that's still more optimistic than anything else I've recalled regarding interpersonal relationships so far.

[...It's still a mess, but he was happy with her for a while and nobody died? That's got to count for something.]
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
...Once in a while, they're like that.

[It's similar to something he'd said after remembering Birkin a bit more; a lot of his memories are bad, but sometimes...]

There are a few people that I'm fairly sure I liked - my coworker that I've told you about, and that person on the force that I trained; there's someone else that I've been seeing recently in all this whatnot involving the fog, and now there's this woman as well...

Sometimes I remember things involving them, and it's surprisingly pleasant for the time that it lasts. It isn't all terrible, though a good amount of it is.
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm curious about yours, you know. The people you've been remembering. You haven't mentioned much about them, other than the fact that the person in your memories treats his daughters strangely and was conspiring to start a war with what I assume is a male escort of some sort.

[Well, that...started out well, anyway.]
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[...You had your daughters and a hooker. And a bunch of people trying to kill you.

The fuck was your life.]


Hopefully the latter ones were at least entertaining about it...?
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Well, perhaps someday all of that will fill itself in eventually. I still have a few people I've remembered that don't seem to make any sense, either, if it's any consolation to you - nowhere near as disjointedly as yours, however.
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
That's fair, though you've always been better at separating that out than I have.
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
...That's good to know.

[...]

I do find it admirable in some ways, you know. Your ability to not be as affected by this, whether I agree with the method or not.
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's still impressive, I think.

[...Just...saying. He's never really expressed that before.]
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
I know what you meant.

[He generally does, really; he can't always read a room well, but with Jaeger it's easier, most of the time.]

And it's...fine. I haven't told you that before, after all.
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't know if it's strength, so much as not knowing how else I'm supposed to handle this.

[That's probably the most honest he's been about this sort of thing.]

I continue on and try to keep everything as normal as possible, because what else am I supposed to do? It isn't as though I have any other options.

I don't know if that can truly be considered strength or not. But I do appreciate the sentiment.
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
I...

[...He isn't really sure how to word what he wants to say; give him a moment and he'll work it out, it's just...one of those things he does.]

...The memories do bother me, but the more of them I receive, the more I feel as though I understand them. Which should likely be troubling in and of itself, but I can't say that it is, not entirely.

[is that fucked up, he thinks it might be fucked up.]
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Do you want to understand like that?

[...you are trying your best

like he's pretty sure the fucked up part is that he shouldn't be understanding shit like...everything he did to excella

and yet here he is

but he really does appreciate the attempt]
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[personal profile] manufactured 2017-10-29 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
...You want comprehension, then, but not understanding. Something like that?

[There is a Difference, as far as he's concerned.]

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