[He doesn't finish that thought right away, though he isn't still; he's just...playing with the liquid inside the glass a bit, swirling it idly while he considers, and once in a while he shakes his head as though he's debating with himself.
[He doesn't interrupt or try to rush Wesker any. He's already on thin ice as it is and he's certain that if he'd tried this before Wesker had any alcohol in him the man would've just left. It's best to let Wesker take his time to figure out if he wants to talk or not.
Thankfully(?) he does. Unfortunately, it's not something Jaeger's prepared for.]
Oh. I see. That's... certainly something, isn't it? What happened?
He was at least fifty years older and forty pounds lighter than I was. Very...frail, very fragile. He was in a wheelchair, he had some sort of scalp vein set attached to his head. He was likely going to die very soon; I've no idea who he was.
[He couldn't have fought back, which is what's weirding him out.]
We spoke briefly; he said something about it being ironic that he was about to die, and I don't understand why but that...upset me, and I killed him.
The most that came before it was him speaking to me, as I told you, and then I killed him. I was holding him up and against me when he died, and after I was finished with him I let his body drop to the floor.
That was-
[He cuts off abruptly at that; he's quiet for a moment again.]
I said something to him, as he died.
He had been talking to me about how he had wanted to become God. That was what upset me - and as I killed him, I told him that any right he may have had to become God was now mine.
[For what it's worth, his tone implies that he is fully aware that that is nowhere near a normal thing to say to someone, much less while you're killing them.]
Murdering someone, declaring myself God, I don't know why I would have - ...Do you at least see what I mean when I say it doesn't strike me as anything I would do normally, all of that is insane.
Of course it's insane. And of course I can't see you doing anything like that normally! You don't strike me as the sort who would want to be God, anyway.
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[He'll set the knife back down on the table and shrug.]
At least, I'm hoping there's some kind of secret method to their madness! If there isn't, I don't know what I'll do.
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[...However, we're going to abandon that line of thought with a good several few moments of silence and more alcohol, um.]
I'm not entirely certain how much I believe that, however. Just on principle, it's patently ridiculous.
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Mm, agreed. It sounds so ridiculous, doesn't it? Past lives... hah.
[He doesn't sound very amused, though.]
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[come on buddy don't do this to him]
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[He holds up a hand and laughs, this time it sounds closer to genuine.]
But it's something I haven't dismissed entirely, if you want me to be perfectly honest. I'm not sure what to make of any of this.
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[If only because it's easier to hold onto something.]
Anyway... Are you going to tell me what happened to cause you to seek me out tonight?
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Why are you so interested? Nothing happened.
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[Even if this isn't exactly his usual idea of "fun".]
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[...Wesker, that isn't the point.]
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[But don't think you've distracted him that easily!!]
I doubt nothing happened, by the way.
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A "memory"? That's what everyone else is calling them, at least.
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[That's...sudden, and vehement, and completely devoid of any explanation whatsoever.]
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That bad, huh?
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[He's fairly aware that Jaeger isn't going to let it go; that doesn't mean he has to be at all cooperative.]
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[It's light-hearted, but he's still studying Wesker carefully.]
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It didn't even feel like me in the first place - or at the very least, not something I would normally do under any sane circumstances.
[It isn't quiet or withdrawn, but it is rather bitter-sounding.]
I didn't understand the reason behind anything that was happening, it was very brief.
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...Will you tell me what it was you saw?
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[He doesn't finish that thought right away, though he isn't still; he's just...playing with the liquid inside the glass a bit, swirling it idly while he considers, and once in a while he shakes his head as though he's debating with himself.
It takes him a while.]
...I murdered someone.
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Thankfully(?) he does. Unfortunately, it's not something Jaeger's prepared for.]
Oh. I see. That's... certainly something, isn't it? What happened?
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[He shakes his head again.]
He was at least fifty years older and forty pounds lighter than I was. Very...frail, very fragile. He was in a wheelchair, he had some sort of scalp vein set attached to his head. He was likely going to die very soon; I've no idea who he was.
[He couldn't have fought back, which is what's weirding him out.]
We spoke briefly; he said something about it being ironic that he was about to die, and I don't understand why but that...upset me, and I killed him.
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He absolutely doesn't have enough alcohol for this, let him refill his glass.]
Goodness, that sounds dreadful. I can see why you're so opposed to the idea that these are memories.
[Why would that anger Wesker and cause him to kill an old man? Who knows. Wesker doesn't seem like the sort to murder an old man in cold blood.]
Was there anything else about it or was that it? Just... killing someone.
[Because goddamn is that a terrible memory to regain.]
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That was-
[He cuts off abruptly at that; he's quiet for a moment again.]
I said something to him, as he died.
He had been talking to me about how he had wanted to become God. That was what upset me - and as I killed him, I told him that any right he may have had to become God was now mine.
[For what it's worth, his tone implies that he is fully aware that that is nowhere near a normal thing to say to someone, much less while you're killing them.]
Murdering someone, declaring myself God, I don't know why I would have - ...Do you at least see what I mean when I say it doesn't strike me as anything I would do normally, all of that is insane.
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[This is so far above his pay grade, oh my god.]
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