...He meant a lot to me. For several reasons, really - he was the first and only person I really remember feeling close to like that.
[Yeah, eye contact is hard, give him a moment.]
He was never interested in me in that sort of way, anyway. A lot of our interactions with others were orchestrated, but I don't doubt he loved Annette. I was...very angry with him for it, for a while.
Don't worry about making it awkward - if it's bothering you, I'd like to know.
[He shrugs a little.]
It doesn't particularly matter now; if he ends up on the network, I'll be glad to see him, but all of that was a long time ago. And of course I speak just as highly of you - why wouldn't I?
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Ja, I'm fine! Why, does it seem like I'm not?
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It's really nothing bad. I'm just a bit jealous, I suppose! Even though there's nothing to be jealous of. It's really stupid.
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What, of Birkin?
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[He feels the need to verify that, first and foremost, because goodness.]
If he were to be on the network I would want to talk to him, of course, but it wouldn't be due to any sort of latent interest.
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[It's still good to hear though, and his gaze darts away.]
You always talk so highly of him, and I know it's because the two of you were close, but I suppose that's why I've been feeling like this.
[It's so embarrassing to admit??]
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...He meant a lot to me. For several reasons, really - he was the first and only person I really remember feeling close to like that.
[Yeah, eye contact is hard, give him a moment.]
He was never interested in me in that sort of way, anyway. A lot of our interactions with others were orchestrated, but I don't doubt he loved Annette. I was...very angry with him for it, for a while.
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Sorry, I didn't mean to make this awkward. I know there's no reason to be worked up about it. I'm sure you talk just as highly of me, ja?
[He's. trying really hard to lighten the mood. It's difficult, okay...]
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[He shrugs a little.]
It doesn't particularly matter now; if he ends up on the network, I'll be glad to see him, but all of that was a long time ago. And of course I speak just as highly of you - why wouldn't I?
[It's gentle, okay.]
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[It's still stupid, but it feels kind of nice to have it out in the open.]
You could stand to compliment me a bit more often, you know~!
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[yes, every time.]
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What do you mean "perhaps"? You should consider yourself lucky you have a boyfriend as amazing as me~!
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And then you look like you want to die.
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You're terrible. You probably do it just to get that reaction out of me.
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