[And that much does seem to be genuine, at least; this sort of thing...tends to happen when he talks to Jaeger sometimes, apparently his intentions aren't always clear. Not a bad thing, per se, just...something he's noticed.]
I'm not suggesting that you should leave, or that any sort of pre-emptive measures should be done. It's more that I...
[...Aaaand this is why it's often unclear, probably, because how do you even. Just give him a moment.]
...I want you to know my stance on things before it becomes an issue. So that it isn't something that needs to be questioned, and so uncertainty won't influence your decision any. I dislike the idea of blindsiding you - that's why I explained the way that so many of my interpersonal relationships are temporary, as well. That isn't a habit you should be unaware of.
This is something else along those lines. I want you to know that I understand that this may be a decision that you come to eventually, that's all.
[That gets him to settle a bit and go back to taking things seriously again. Jaeger's quiet for a moment after that's out there before speaking up.]
Thank you, then. I really do appreciate the effort you're going to for me. I... know I'm not very good at dealing with things like this, and if this had happened a few years back I probably would be very worried about what's to come. But you're a dear friend and so for now... I'm really not all that worried.
That's not to say I'm completely dismissing the possibility, of course. I understand that you could very well become more like the man in your memories. But if that happens... I promise I'll talk to you about it.
[As much as he wants to say he won't leave, he knows he can't promise that. This is the next best thing.]
[God, he's just going to go incredibly quiet for a good long while at that; not like he does when he's upset, mind, just...kind of not looking at anything in particular and not really knowing what to say to that.
Just...give him a moment.]
I'm...legitimately not sure how I would have gotten through the past several months without you. Knowing that you're here, and you aren't going anywhere even when things are difficult or unpleasant for you... It means a lot to me.
[...]
I don't feel alone anymore. And that's important to me as well.
[You know, he wasn't actually expecting a genuine response here, um. Give him a moment.]
...Well, I certainly wouldn't want you to feel alone! I'm glad I can be here for you!
[He's sort of pink? Oh man. He wasn't expecting that, hang on, he'll be back to his usual level of obnoxiousness soon enough but for now this is really nice??]
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It's very kind of you to say that, but I'm not going to ditch like that! You're a dear friend and I'd never forgive myself for running!
We don't know what's going to happen; it's a little too soon to start planning for the worst case scenario, ja?
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[And that much does seem to be genuine, at least; this sort of thing...tends to happen when he talks to Jaeger sometimes, apparently his intentions aren't always clear. Not a bad thing, per se, just...something he's noticed.]
I'm not suggesting that you should leave, or that any sort of pre-emptive measures should be done. It's more that I...
[...Aaaand this is why it's often unclear, probably, because how do you even. Just give him a moment.]
...I want you to know my stance on things before it becomes an issue. So that it isn't something that needs to be questioned, and so uncertainty won't influence your decision any. I dislike the idea of blindsiding you - that's why I explained the way that so many of my interpersonal relationships are temporary, as well. That isn't a habit you should be unaware of.
This is something else along those lines. I want you to know that I understand that this may be a decision that you come to eventually, that's all.
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Thank you, then. I really do appreciate the effort you're going to for me. I... know I'm not very good at dealing with things like this, and if this had happened a few years back I probably would be very worried about what's to come. But you're a dear friend and so for now... I'm really not all that worried.
That's not to say I'm completely dismissing the possibility, of course. I understand that you could very well become more like the man in your memories. But if that happens... I promise I'll talk to you about it.
[As much as he wants to say he won't leave, he knows he can't promise that. This is the next best thing.]
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[That seems to settle him a good deal, honestly; that...it's good, it's a good agreement to come to.]
Thank you. I appreciate it, Jaeger.
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[It's just easier to be flippant and dismissive of everything.]
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[It's...something, anyway.]
With any luck it won't come to that in the first place, however; I'd...like things to remain as they are between us.
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[when will he realize]
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...If you say so.
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[so of course it's back to this!!]
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[He's flustered.]
It's kind of you to say, that's all.
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Well, of course! As I've said, you're very important to me! It's important that you know that!
[For some reason this has kind of put a damper on his teasing??]
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I do know that, yes.
[Mnnngh, why are you like this. Even if the teasing has settled a bit, why.]
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[Because he's terrible. And speaking of terrible...]
So when are you going to tell me how important I am to you, hmm?
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I imagine you know as much already...?
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[gosh, wesker.]
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Just...give him a moment.]
I'm...legitimately not sure how I would have gotten through the past several months without you. Knowing that you're here, and you aren't going anywhere even when things are difficult or unpleasant for you... It means a lot to me.
[...]
I don't feel alone anymore. And that's important to me as well.
[Are. Are we done.]
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...Well, I certainly wouldn't want you to feel alone! I'm glad I can be here for you!
[He's sort of pink? Oh man. He wasn't expecting that, hang on, he'll be back to his usual level of obnoxiousness soon enough but for now this is really nice??]
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[...Are you flushed, what the actual fuck - ]
Don't let it go to your head. You were the one that asked.
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It's a bit too late for that, you know!
[ c: ]
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[Anyway.]
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[He's settled a bit again, so at least there's that.]
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[Just once, if he has any say.]
Besides, what you told me really was kind.
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You're welcome! I don't usually put this much effort in for most people, so consider yourself lucky!
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[He does seem to actually know that much, at least.]
You've been good to me, Jaeger.
[God, he's either going to die of awkwardness or say something accidentally depressing, can we not...]
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I try to be! You're worth the effort!
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