ideismo: (17. Among the thoughts and tears)

week 6 | thursday evening

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[There are worse ways to spend Thursday evenings; Alexei had meant what he said to Yuri, in that he believes entirely that this sort of gathering is needed by most of the group and honestly, at this point he's sort of partial to them. That...doesn't change the fact that everyone is So Much at these sorts of parties; everyone ends up some kind of intoxicated and saying way too much, and Suga keeps trying to touch him and Jack is dressed like he would have a lot to discuss with Cumore, and it's just... He wants to be outside. Not for the entire rest of the night, just for a while, and the evening finds him pacing near the general area of the tower.

He isn't going to go up there, because that seems like...not the best idea he's ever had? But he's wandering the distance between there and the parlor when Yeager comes to join him.]


...I didn't expect you to be out here.

[He knows he told Yeager that he wanted to talk, but that was with the general understanding of "eventually" and a...lack of foreknowledge that we're all going to be knocked out in like an hour, oops.]
ideismo: (05. My purpose is set; my will defined)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
It seems as good a time as any.

[Come on, let's just. wander around for a while so we're not just standing around. Maybe we'll find something to do with ourselves. ...That doesn't involve gross amounts of gelato, he is not going in the gelato place.]

I wanted to hear your thoughts on leaving this place, should we be permitted to do so. What you plan on doing from here.
ideismo: (26. Doubting angels fall)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
[...Why. Why don't you let them into the house.]

It's something the others have been discussing with me as though it's a certainty and not just a distant possibility. You already know my own plans upon return, should it come to that.
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[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[goddammit, suga.]

Suga was...doing as he usually does. Discussing plans for the future, wanting all of us to see one another again after all of this is over. It was at a bad time for me.

[He doesn't regret having said it, exactly, but then he doesn't regret much.]

Raven also seemed... [how the fuck do you even word this] ...rather bothered, to put it lightly, about the notion that we would all return to the varying times that we came from. He discussed it with me a few times; I told him that since I'm the furthest out, I would certainly remember either of you behaving strangely if we all returned to the same timeline, and since I remember nothing of the sort I found it highly unlikely that we all come from the same world.

[Are you following him so far, because he hates this divergent timeline bullshit, it gives him a fucking headache.]
ideismo: (18. Of those I've served)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
That's how I believe this works, yes.

[...So do you want to hear the crazy thought, because you're about to hear the crazy thought.]

The cleanest way I can think of to resolve all of this with all three of us having intact memories would be to return to the earliest possible divergence - that is, where Raven came from - and ensure that things run favorably from there.

Granted, that might create some sort of unfortunate incident where there are multiple iterations of the same person present in that timeline, but in that case eliminating the other should prove simple enough.
ideismo: (01. In your dream you see me clear)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
I was wondering if you would find that acceptable.

[...This is why we need Raven here. He keeps us from plotting things like this.]

Again, this assumes that any number of unpredictable things happen to fall in our favor, and we don't all die horribly tomorrow.

But it's a solution I'm willing to consider for the issue at hand once we've resolved all of that.
ideismo: (26. Doubting angels fall)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
I admit that I don't know. Though obviously the understanding we've come to recently here will continue to stand, regardless.
ideismo: (18. Of those I've served)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
[It would be, but let's be honest, upon first arriving here would you have put something like that past him...]

I doubt any of the others would appreciate me having the audacity to discuss murder in front of them. But this is the most thorough way I can think of to resolve everything on our end and not have as many unfortunate ramifications.
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[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Something of a morbid way of looking at it, really. But I don't entirely disagree with you, either.

[...]

This won't solve all of our problems. But it will be a decent start, if nothing else.
ideismo: (02. I have no restraint; no fear)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think enough of my plans have been put into action yet that they can't be stopped; I imagine I'm going to confuse a few people, but it shouldn't be too terrible of an upheaval.
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[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
...I admit I'm wondering how Raven would take this.
ideismo: (18. Of those I've served)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, good. We're likewise in agreement on that.
ideismo: (05. My purpose is set; my will defined)

[personal profile] ideismo 2021-07-09 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Of course.

[Well, now that that's out of the way.]

I'm willing to live with the plan not being terribly sane otherwise. Apparently not many of my plans are.