[He had to think about it for a moment.]

With Chris, it feels easier to separate that much hatred as being irrational; with Jill and Excella, it's... There's more of a lack of emotion to it that makes the memories strange to me. They're objectively terrible actions, but they come with the sense that I wasn't doing anything wrong. It isn't even feeling justified; it just feels like the natural conclusion to everything that was happening.