I'm not certain if we should be wishing they were better for me as much as anyone who came in contact with me.

[Just...saying.

He shakes his head eventually, though.]

I am trying to keep in mind what you told me - that perhaps if I had had a better life from the beginning, if Spencer's experiments hadn't happened, then perhaps I wouldn't have been like that. That it doesn't excuse anything, but it does explain it. But it doesn't seem right to try to sympathize with someone who openly tortured people like that.