...I was created to be subservient, according to him.
[It's easier to talk about this than it is the memory itself, which is likely saying something.]
He planned to rule over the world as a god - and to create a new and advanced race of people to assist him in that goal. All of us were designed to do whatever he wanted... To be obedient to certain suggestions that were planted in our heads as children, to discard free will and do exactly as we were told, to the extent of killing ourselves if necessary.
I was the only one that survived; he considered me a success. Proof that whatever he was trying to do worked, in the end.
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[It's easier to talk about this than it is the memory itself, which is likely saying something.]
He planned to rule over the world as a god - and to create a new and advanced race of people to assist him in that goal. All of us were designed to do whatever he wanted... To be obedient to certain suggestions that were planted in our heads as children, to discard free will and do exactly as we were told, to the extent of killing ourselves if necessary.
I was the only one that survived; he considered me a success. Proof that whatever he was trying to do worked, in the end.