I should be fine here while you're gone. In the event that I'm not, I'll let you know.

[So he's fairly sure that he's not going to do anything immediately stupid; it's just...]

...I told you that I intend to see this through - to continue seeking answers, even if they're unpleasant. My mind hasn't changed, regarding that. But I think...

[Mnngh.]

I think I may have received one of those answers I was looking for. It wasn't particularly pleasant, which I suppose was to be expected, but the magnitude of it was a bit more than I had thought originally.