...I think it's easier to do that with the memories of Chris, in some ways. I was a blatantly evil person back then - if not inherently, then at least in actions. Regardless of what my motivations were, that much is obvious.

[He doesn't sound too troubled by it; it's just fact.]

With that in mind, it's easier for me to not hate him, because Chris didn't do anything wrong. It's difficult to hate someone for interfering with plans that would get large amounts of people killed if you're any sort of rational person.