[That's what's bothering him, in some way; it's just difficult to explain.]
Most of my other memories feel more distant than that. It's always just business, something I'm doing because I'm after something more important than anyone standing in the way. But this... It was very simple, and very graphic, and it was something I was doing because I wanted to. I could have killed him quickly and been done with it, but I wanted to torture him. I wanted to watch him suffer, and I wanted to see him die.
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[That's what's bothering him, in some way; it's just difficult to explain.]
Most of my other memories feel more distant than that. It's always just business, something I'm doing because I'm after something more important than anyone standing in the way. But this... It was very simple, and very graphic, and it was something I was doing because I wanted to. I could have killed him quickly and been done with it, but I wanted to torture him. I wanted to watch him suffer, and I wanted to see him die.