Ah, cut me off at the pass, ja? I can't blame you for that!

[He took every opportunity to avoid any serious discussion with Yuri, so.]

I'm... Well, I won't lie to you, I'm not okay. I doubt I'll be okay at all until I can confirm that my girls are fine. But until then, I can't sit idly by. I've never been good at that sort of thing and if I allow myself to stop for even a moment, I'm afraid I won't be able to start again.

[It's what happened back home and he can't let it happen again.]