[just...give him a second, all right, this is sitting kind of weirdly with him for a lot of reasons.
i wouldn't place that much faith in you if i didn't know for a goddamn fact you deserve it
i do get what you're saying and i'm going to do what i can to keep myself in the experiment, i won't be reckless but i absolutely can't guarantee that i won't die, i can't promise you that
if something does happen to me you need to swear to me that you're going to be able to handle this until the experiment is over
i'm not asking for as much as you think i am, if you can't handle sabotaging it or trying to pull any sort of stunt then don't try, i know you're not going to like it and losing people you care about is going to fuck you up, i get that
so you don't have to bring it down if you can't do that, you just have to outlast it by any means possible
that's all i'm telling you to do, and that's all i want you to do]
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i wouldn't place that much faith in you if i didn't know for a goddamn fact you deserve it
i do get what you're saying and i'm going to do what i can to keep myself in the experiment, i won't be reckless but i absolutely can't guarantee that i won't die, i can't promise you that
if something does happen to me you need to swear to me that you're going to be able to handle this until the experiment is over
i'm not asking for as much as you think i am, if you can't handle sabotaging it or trying to pull any sort of stunt then don't try, i know you're not going to like it and losing people you care about is going to fuck you up, i get that
so you don't have to bring it down if you can't do that, you just have to outlast it by any means possible
that's all i'm telling you to do, and that's all i want you to do]